Meaning

What did I mean by my last post?

For years it seems, even prior to the blogging world, I was hiding. I let my doubts and my insecurities tell me that things were wrong in my life. I searched for ways to make them right.

In my search I was just let further astray. I was the fool. I befriended who I thought was a 33 year old man who ended up being a 53 year old man. Later, lesson not learned apparently. I befriended another man who turned out to actually be a woman. So it seems in my quest to 'fix' things in my life, I just made them worse.

Then, the other day it hit me. I am happy now. Whatever it was that I was trying so hard to rid my life of, they're gone. I am happy. My life is good. My demons are gone.

Proud Mama

I was so proud of my daughter today, that I cried tears of joy.

She made the cheerleading squad at her school.

My Demons

Are gone.